Didn't get chance to post online last night but spent most of yesterday feeling utterly deflated. It was just one of those days and its most likely due to the fact that we are flat broke and there seems to be no end in sight. To add to the list of bad luck, my mobile phone decided to pack up last night. It switched itself off and now won't switch back on, nor charge for that matter. 3000+ pictures (including some from when my daughter was born) and all of my contacts lost in the blink of an eye.
That deflated feeling has continued today, but I am trying my utmost not to let it bring me down. Money is tight, my health is poor, but I can keep my spirits raised and just keep on pushing.
So, today I have an appointment with the vascular surgeon at the hospital to see if there is anything that can be done about the ulcers on my leg (which have been there around 14 months!) and to see if there's anything else that can help with the circulation in my lower legs. It's taken 5 years to get to this stage, so I really hope they can do something for me.
The hospital is around 1.5-2 miles away from where I live so I'm planning on cycling there to get some exercise in. Unfortunately I won't be able to track this on RunKeeper with my phone being goosed!
Despite feeling so low, I will remain positive and stay on top of my thoughts and feelings. I posted the image below in my facebook group as a reminder that this is a journey that will last a lifetime:
Sometimes I will stumble and fall, but picking myself up, dusting myself down and carrying on is what will define my success!
Keep positive everyone, no matter how much things grind you down.
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